God really does come through!

God hears our prayers.

He helps us, right on time, and we must never forget when he does!

Psalms 40

I waited patiently for the Lord to help me, he turned to me and he heard my cry, he lifted me out of the pit of dispair out of the mud and the mire, he set my feet on solid ground, he steadied me as i walked along, he has given me a new song to sing, a hym of praise to our king many will see what he has done and be astounded, they will put their trust in the lord.

2 nights ago, i couldn't sleep. Hours were passing, and i just couldn't sleep, so i started to talk to God, and what was bothering me was that i really needed God's help, i needed God to help me in what i was going to do with my life. I'm unemployed, but i had a peace over me when i wanted to start my own websites, and blogs, but i'm getting depressed because i'm struggling to socialise with other people because all i do all day is talk to God, read his word and type type type away.

So i told God, ''Lord i need your help, i really want to study, and i can't do this on my own, Lord are you even listening, i thought you said you listen to the prayers of the righteous.'' I went on for quite a while saying sorry to God for my rudeness, and always concluding with ''okay your will be done, have your way with me, i know you will help me, you always have, and you will do it again.''

Seriously guys, God has never let me down! I have prayed about things and God always has his favor on me, and i feel so loved by him, but in someway i feel so ashamed because he loves me so much, but i feel like i don't do much for him! I have nothing to brag about, but only the fact that God has brought me through everything in life, from when i was a kid to highschool, and now that i'm out of highschool.

So as i sat up in my bed praying, i wanted to hear from God, but as my house was only filled with distant snoring from my siblings, i said okay God then can you give me a dream atleast? and i fell asleep at 5am.

I didn't get a dream (disappointed)

My mum had a day off, i sat on the table eating my food. (depressed) 

 Her phone rang, a lady was asking for me, it was a careers lady.

 I didn't want to talk to her, but she was so nice, and funny, so i decided ''okay why not listen to what she has to say''

 She asked me what i wanted to do with my life'' and i've been wanting to teach english to youth/kids/Adults and she said ''that's cool okay, we have a program that can help you get jobs in that area.'' but what stood out to me was that i was eligible for a ''study-now pay later'' i almost cried because this was exactly what i needed!

i've been wanting to study for so long, and i never could because i am not a citizen of the country i live in, and now the law has changed, and i have the opportunity right before me!

She recommended a course for me, and i nearly burst in tears because God answered my prayer faster than i thought.

He never leaves me and he never forsakes me. Again and again, God never ceases to amaze me!

For you guys reading !! You may continously have to pray, you may even have to fast, because i know i did have to aswell, with many circumstances!And God will bless you for that, and you will see what he will do, he never leaves you, he never forsakes you!